my selfish existential sensibility

come closer to me
yet stay far away

divine apperance
repulsive to see

sensuality
coarse to the touch

gentle soothing voice
sirens to my ears

fragrant scented skin
rotten to my nose

peach bosom body
sour in my mouth

mind lingering thoughts
destroying my soul

but stay close to me
and yet far away

because
i truly love you
and
i truly hate you

midnight strands

howling windy night
unravels her haunting soul
to dance one last time

stuck

the flowing ocean
wood adrift at the shoreline
crashing back and forth

name n/a

in the summers rain
reminiscence of the past
towards an object
on an obscured path beyond
only to find it broken

together

falling autumn leaves
falls to the death of my queen
i will join her soon

white dress

in winters darkness
walks a lady dressed in white
elegant and bright

comforting pain

from your slightest touch
brings my greatest happiness
and my destruction

blossom

the path you walk on
leaves behind enless blossoms
of a quite storm
a soothing calamity
to a path of loneliness

my eyes

you in the presence
i steal a glance for myself
the elegance of a queen

you in the presence
i steal a glance for myself
the confidence of a king